She's a beauty, even on a gray winter day! Thanks to Detroit Shoreway based painter Felix Rentas and his crew, the painting was finished on 7216 W. Clinton Ave. during a few warm days in January before the winter storm hit. There was a lot of prep work, of course, including removal of hundreds of nails, filling nail holes, and smoothing imperfections. But after the concrete siding was removed, overall, it turned out the original wood underneath was in remarkably good condition. The colors are all from the Sherwin Williams Victorian palette. There are five of them - the blue body color (Rookwood Blue Green), the terra cotta trim (Rookwood Terra Cotta), the salmon accent color (Renwick Rose Beige), the deep brown for the porch and cedar shingles (Rookwood Dark Brown), and white for the storm doors, ceilings and windows. The signature oval window that you see on the front of the house was refabricated by DW Ross, after it basically fell apart, completely rotted through, as soon as we removed it from the house. Rather than replacing all of the windows, which was the original plan but turned out to be well beyond my budget, we've been slowly replacing the glass inserts, about one-third of which had either broken panes or broken seals. The railings are obviously new and that's one of the items left to be painted. This house is available for rent on Airbnb here, and so far, it's getting bookings: https://www.airbnb.com/rooms/998349242597093217?check_in=2024-02-04&check_out=2024-02-09&guests=1&adults=1&s=67&unique_share_id=16d6af70-cf6b-4b13-a96f-44abf75ecad7

Building on my experience repairing and overseeing rehabilitation work on historic homes, I'm moving in the direction of establishing a real estate repair, contracting, and consulting business where I help homeowners, developers and others rehabilitate older homes and build new homes that add to Cleveland’s revitalization. Some of the services that I offer include house cleanouts, renovation coordination, design, prepping homes for sale, marketing, and, as a licensed realtor, selling homes and working with buyers to find a home that suits their needs. Contact me for details at [email protected]. 

The Other Black Girl
 
This poppy-yet-literary novel by Zakiya Dalila Harris is a satire of diversity in the book publishing industry. Harris, who is the sister of Aiesha Harris, a reporter with National Public Radio, worked in book publishing for several years before taking time off to write the novel. It sold for over $1 million and is now a Hulu series (I haven’t watched it). Basically, Nella, the main character, is the only Black employee at the publisher where she works, until Hazel is hired. Hazel is everything Nella, who grew up in white suburban Connecticut, is not – she’s from Harlem, wears long flowing locks, and embraces her family’s activist heritage. Nella, who is quietly trying to push diversity in the workplace without losing her job, is at first excited that there’s another Black girl she can bond with. But something’s up with Hazel. I didn’t love everything about this novel, whose plot can get a little meandering at times, but the descriptions of white fragility and the moral dilemmas of speaking up in the workplace seemed pretty spot on.
Listen to Zakiyah Harris on NPR’s It’s Been a Minute. 
 
Michael Stipe’s slow reinvention
 
REM, one of the greatest bands of all time, disbanded in 2011. Since then, frontman and singer Michael Stipe has published books of photography, exhibited visual art, and performed at a few concerts and rallies. He hasn’t, however, as a recent article in the New York Times by Jon Mooallem points out, done the thing fans most want him to do – make music. That could change soon – or not. Stipe has been working on an album of solo material for nearly five years, but he hasn’t released anything yet beyond a single. It was supposed to be out in early 2023, but it’s been delayed multiple times. “I’m in no rush,” Stipe said, while at the same time remarking, “I’m at the age where I’m realizing, OK: All these ideas I want to focus on, I’m not going to have the life span to be able to complete all of them.” I liked this article for how much the author got in the subject’s head – from giving us anecdotes of Stipe’s childhood, to demonstrating how his uniquely creative brain pings from one thing to the next, to giving us a scene where he is in the same studio as Taylor Swift and runs into Jack Healy of the 1975, who cites REM as a big influence. Mooallem shows us what it’s like to be an aging rock star whose influence looms large but who is out of step with pop culture, where rock music is for old people. I think anyone who’s had to reinvent themselves will be able to relate. Read the article. 
 
Brandy Clark
 
In 2020, the New Yorker published an article with the headline, “No one is writing better country songs than Brandy Clark is.” This month, David Remnick did an interview with Clark about her 2023 self-titled album. She wanted to call the album North West, after a song she wrote about growing up in that part of the country, but when she told people this, they immediately associated the words with Kanye West and Kim Kardashian’s child, so she changed it. Clark, a lesbian who has written songs for country artists, leans into Americana, which she calls “country music for Democrats,” amidst the culture wars that continue to rage in country music. Her simple songs exhibit many of the things I love about folk and country music – its lyric poetry, its storytelling, its emotional truths. Standouts are “Buried,” an achy love song, “Northwest,” about the pull of home when you’re away all the time, and “She Smoked in the House,” about her old-school grandmother (“lipstick-circled butts in the ashtray” is one of many good images). 
 
Allison Russell
 
This is someone I just discovered this month after Terry Gross interviewed her on "Fresh Air." Allison Russell released an album of powerful, redemptive songs this year, “The Returner,” that grapples with freeing herself from sexual abuse by her racist father. These are powerful, redemptive songs. Check out the interview here.
 
Dan Savage’s love and sex advice for the new year
 
I first started reading Dan Savage when I was in my 20s, young and trying to figure out my own attitude towards sexuality and relationships. Savage, a gay man, is best known as a sex advice columnist, and he and his partner have been in a committed-yet-open relationship for more than 30 years. I’ve always found Savage’s words to be powerful and insightful and to offer something for all of us. And, frankly, these are perspectives about monogamy, commitment, sex, marriage, and relationship tradeoffs of relationships you don't often hear in the media. One of the fascinating statistics he cites is the growing number of people who identify as queer (20% of Generation Z, according to Savage, compared with 10% of Millenials and 2% of baby boomers – how typical, ha, that the statisticians have skipped over Generation X, my generation, as Katherine pointed out). This interview with Ezra Klein is long, but worth a listen. 

A week and a half ago, The New York Times published an essay called "Rebuilding myself after brain injury, sentence by sentence" by writer Kelly Barnhill about her experiences with a traumatic brain injury. Barnhill, who writes children's literature, fantasy and science fiction, fell down the stairs and got a concussion that left her deprived of the ability to do her job writing fiction or even remember words and their meanings.

"Healing a brain injury is the process of rebuilding not only tissues and cells and the connections between those cells, but also memory, thoughts, imagination, and the fundamentals of language and our very concept of ourselves," writes Barnhill, an author of children's literature, fantasy, and science fiction. "I am rebuilding myself, you see. Right now. Sentence by sentence." She goes on to cite the fact that "1.5 million Americans experience a traumatic brain injury each year," and that "many more suffer neurological symptoms from other issues, including long Covid, and experience the same kinds of cognitive unraveling that I have learned to live with over the past two years."

It's a tough, moving piece, as she details with excruciating vulnerability all of the things she's lost in the wake of her brain injury and is trying to rebuild, such as remembering the word for "sock" and "stripes" and going to doctor after doctor seeking answers. The essay itself took her months to write, she says, and lately she's been jotting a few sentences at a time down on notecards in an effort to get her strength back, but that's about all she can manage. She goes on to ruminate on the relationship between memory, story and creativity, and to suggest that without these things, we're not fully ourselves. "Am I still me?" she asks. "Will I ever be me again?"

I taught this essay in my Creative Nonfiction class at the Siegal Lifelong Learning center, because it's an example of a public essay that's also incredibly personal, and one that weaves the public and personal together quite effectively and powerfully. I think I related to this essay so strongly because of my own experiences with creative loss. I've never had a traumatic brain injury, but I've struggled with the inability to write in recent years and I've often wondered, just as Barnhill does, if I'll ever write again. But no matter what I go through or what happens to me, not only does my desire to write never go away, but my ability to write stays with me. Maybe this is because even when the brain endures trauma, it often has the ability to heal.

"Cognition requires rest," a doctor tells Barnhill, when she asks when she's going to get better. "Some of us need more rest than others. But your brain is learning. It doesn't know how to stop learning. Give yourself a break and let your brain do its job." 

'Tis the season for watching movies, and over the Thanksgiving break I caught the French independent film "Full Time" by writer/director Eric Gravel starring Laure Calamy, which is available to stream on Prime. I don't think I've ever seen a film that manages to be both a thriller, complete with fast-paced, heart-racing scenes, and a simple yet effective story about a single mom trying to make it work, but this film adeptly does both. The main character, Julie, lives on the outskirts of Paris where it's cheaper and more family-friendly and has to commute into the city to work at her job as head maid at a 5-star hotel, where she supervises and trains other maids, inspects bedsheets to make sure they're perfect, and even cleans shit off bathroom walls with a power washer. She has a master's degree in business but was laid off four years ago and took lower-level work to make ends meet. Her job is high pressure (hmmm, I didn't intend that pun, but I think it somehow works) and demanding, yet even as she's interviewing for another job that's ain her field, the Paris metro workers strike and she can't get to work. When the trains stop running, she resorts to creative, dire measures, from bumming a ride with a neighbor she barely knows to hitchhiking to renting a cargo van for a few days, all while trying to keep her kids safe with an increasingly frazzled older neighbor who babysits them. There are so many small, great moments in this film that showcase the main character's resilience and creativity in the face of an almost impossibly crushing situation. Calamy's acting as she flirts with men to try to score rides, does whatever she can for her kids, and somehow holds it all together with a smile, is powerful. Her husband is away and hasn't paid alimony, which makes her situation dire, with the bank calling her to warn her that her mortgage is late and she needs to meet with them. Meanwhile, unable to get to work on time, slipping out to interview for another, better position, her job as head maid is also on the line. The tense soundtrack and sounds of ambulances and other city noises throughout the film add to the sense of emergency, both in terms of the work-life balance that Parisians have being threatened by capitalism run amok as well as the fraught situation of a single mom having to balance a tough job and the brunt of raising her children. A powerful, effective film. 

Sometimes you come across an essay that's so original in its writing and construction it puts you on the floor, and that's how I felt when I read "We Were Hungry" by Chris Dennis (originally published in Astra Magazine). The piece is about growing up poor, what the author on Twitter calls "rural consciousness," and addiction and recovery. The central conceit of the piece is the narrator writing a letter to McDonald's, which is the place he went when he was hungry, strung out and looking for love or simply a bathroom to do drugs in. 

The narrator introduces the essay by asking "What is a third place when a person has no first or second place?" (referring to "a place that is not home and not work but still wants us to stay awhile, to feel, even, a sense of belonging," according to his friend who has to define it for him). This question, of trying to find belonging when you've grown up with adverse childhood experiences in an unsafe place, haunts the essay. The hunger that drives the narrator and his sister is both a physical and a spiritual one, and ironically, when they have nowhere to go, McDonald's takes them in. "Is this what love looks like?" he asks in a kind of mock-awe. "Neither of us was able to recognize it." Even as the writer finds a semblance of safety in McDonald's, with sympathetic workers giving him and his sister free food, Mickey D's is a stand-in for love and their hunger is never satisfied, because after all fast food always leaves you wanting more, is designed to hook you, in fact. "When we were young, you dressed yourself up like a clown," he writes. "We longed to crawl inside of that clown, into a place where we could eat and be eaten forever ... A craving only leads to another craving."

In the midst of this semi-serious ode to the Golden Arches, the author suggests that he and his sister will never get well as long as they're caught up in cycle of poverty and part of a broken family. The narrator's relationship with his sister is one of the sweetest, most wrenching aspects of the piece. They act as each other's family, as protectors, when their own parents can't be there for them. "My sister and I stood in the way of so many things that might have damaged the other: car rides with strange men at 3 a.m., drugs from people too eager to sell them, loneliness," he writes. "My sister stood between me and danger." He describes their relationship as "like a dream of childhood. Drugs were a way of pretending we had no body at all, or that we were just a body and nothing else, or that our bodies were a third place where anyone could come and go without paying." And perhaps my favorite line of all: "What is a sibling but proof that you weren't alone through the worst of it? A witness. A fire wall against the gaslight of childhood. 'I was there, too,' she says." 

I think that's so true of siblings and the people that we grow up with -- they remind us of the hard times, the stuff we want to forget but need to remember to heal. Siblings ground us, take us back to who we were and always will be. And like the narrator says, they protect us, too. At the close of this essay, the narrator, his sister and McDonald's make up a kind of beautiful, dysfunctional family. Sadly, while the writer is in recovery from addiction (his bio lists him now as a social worker who helps people in addiction recovery), he describes his sister as still "in a crater on the moon of chaos." What an image. Great essay.   

For the past couple years, I've been involved in a community journalism program at The Land, and for the past six months or so, I've been teaching it and helping manage it. Why are we doing this? The main reason is to try to increase the community's capacity to tell their own stories. For years, Cleveland has been defined by the stories that professional journalists tell about us, whether good or bad, indifferent or kind, skillfully reported or parachute journalism. There are many great journalists and news outfits in town. But there's no denying there's fewer of them. And there's no denying Cleveland could use a boost in civic engagement. 

Enter The Land's community journalism program. Through training and paying residents to write about their own neighborhoods, and issues and communities across the city, we're trying to build the civic muscle for telling our own stories. It's been a hard process, but it's been rewarding. So far, we've graduated more than 75 people from our community journalism program, most of whom have gone on to write and publish stories with The Land. The program is free and we pay all community journalists $300 for their first story, then we invite them to join our network of community journalism grads and continue to write for us and get paid (rates start at $200). We also host events, Zoom sessions, networking nights and the like to keep connected. None of this would be possible without the dedicated mentors and staff who help power the program. 

Last week, I tagged along with a community journalist from Old Brooklyn, Anna Maria Hamm, to cover an event at East Clark School in South Collinwood being held by Cleveland Public Library, which is revamping 20 of the city's little free libraries. The power of the community journalism program was evident. Anna confidently interviewed folks at the event (once we figured out how the recorder on her phone worked, of course!) and she got great material. Thanks to her own smarts and dedication, as well as the 6-week training program and mentoring, she wrote a powerful story about this community project. Here's the result: Little free libraries: Where community comes together to increase childhood literacy – The Land (thelandcle.org). 

My role with The Land, which I helped start three years ago, has changed in the past year, as I've chosen to focus exclusively on editing, teaching, and writing. (I also continue to teach with Literary Cleveland, and will next year, too.) I believe in what we're doing and think we're starting to make a difference. Find out more about our community journalism program here, and consider joining the next cohort (or inviting someone you know to apply): ​Community Journalism Program – The Land (thelandcle.org). Also, it's fundraising season, so we urge you to also become a member: Support The Land (thelandcle.org). 

Early this year, I posted that Katherine and I had bought the house next door from an investor, who had in turn bought it from the previous owner. Our goal was to do a historic rehab and fix it up. Well, 9 months after buying it, and about six months after construction started, we largely finished the interior. It's up on Airbnb right now, and I thought I'd post some photos here. From cleaning out the house to tuckpointing the basement walls to helping design a new kitchen to picking paint colors, what a wild ride it has been. It turned out beautiful and we're excited about it. If you know anyone coming to town, please share this Airbnb link with them: The Queen Anne at Gordon Square. ​https://www.airbnb.com/rooms/998349242597093217?guests=1&adults=1&s=67&unique_share_id=e8842474-792c-425e-8e5b-e87421c672bb Also, if you or anyone you know is looking for a realtor to buy or sell, have them contact me. Gotta get that plug in! 

Exciting news! I was recently awarded an Artist Opportunity Grant from the Ohio Arts Council, along with dozens of other artists from across Northeast Ohio and around the state. For the project I submitted, dubbed the "Fairfax Neighborhood History Project," I'll interview Fairfax residents and past residents and help document the collective history of that community. (I am from Cleveland Heights, not Fairfax, but have long been interested in the historically Black neighborhood as a Clevelander and also because my grandfather grew up there before his family moved to Cleveland Heights in 1918.) Thank you to the Ohio Arts Council for this amazing opportunity! I'll post more updates here as soon as the project gets started. Click here to check out the full press release: Ohio Arts Council Announces Approval of 182 Grants Totaling $587,902 | Ohio Arts Council

This fall, I taught a class called “Writing About Nature” at the Stone Cottage at Hines Hill Conference Center in the Cuyahoga Valley National Park, held in partnership with the Conservancy for CVNP. In the class, we talked about the virtues of noticing our environment and using keen observation to ground your writing in place and sensory details. We lauded noticing – using one’s five senses to make one’s writing vivid and real for readers – as a writing practice, yes. However, we also talked about the power of noticing to calm our souls and selves during times when our attention is stretched, our lives are filled with distractions, and we are separated from nature.

The class shared a lot of laughs around the shared table in beautiful Stone Cottage, some short walks in the woods, and discussions of nature writing. One of the pieces we read was an essay called “Cliffrose and Bayonets” by Edward Abbey from his memoir Desert Solitaire. Abbey worked as a park ranger in Arches National Park in Utah in the 50s and 60s, and in the interconnected essays in Desert Solitaire, he writes about living alone in the wilderness and exploring the natural and human history of the area. He also rails against the federal government for building roads into the park to make it easier for people to explore – and destroy – Arches. Ultimately, the book is a powerful argument for wilderness, for the need to maintain and retain it as something that is separate from humans, and for the virtues of noticing.

Abbey, always a provocateur, begins the essay with the words “May Day,” indicating not only that it’s May 1st, the start of spring, but also that there’s something revolutionary, something pro-worker and anti-capitalist, about taking a walk in the desert. He refers to this desert as a “garden” that is “uninhabited” and sets off to explore it. The first thing he does is take “inventory,” which is exactly what we talked about doing in the nature writing class, that by taking inventory of our surroundings in nature, by stopping to notice what we might otherwise pass by in ignorance, we not only learn something new and gain insight into our environments, but we also might gain insight into ourselves. And that, in turn becomes powerful material for our writing.

Abbey catalogues that plants and flowers of the desert, showing us in equal parts their biological features – how they survive and have adapted in this harsh environment – as well as their natural beauty. Along the way, again, his essay is a provocative argument for the separateness of nature, not that it’s separate from us, but that it should be given its own place free of human intervention. “I hold no preference among flowers, so long as they are wild, free, spontaneous,” he writes. “(Bricks to all greenhouses! Black thumb and cutworm to the potted plant!)”

There are some amazing descriptions here – the honeybee “wallowing drunkenly” in the pollen of the cactus flower and refusing to leave “until the flower wilts, until closing time,” the “bayonetlike leaves” of the yucca, the juniper tree “glittering shaggily in the sunrise.” He goes on to explore the flowers, return to his trailer for breakfast, then head out to describe Arches National Park itself. Yet a few pages in we get one of my favorite paragraphs in Abbey’s memoir, one that exemplifies his theory not only of nature but a kind of moral philosophy for life. In his writing, he calls on us not only to stop being narcissistic and to notice the nature around us, but also to free ourselves from capitalistic, acquisitive behavior, from our obsession with possession. Instead, he suggests that we should live as part of natural systems, we should question capitalism and herd thinking to reconnect ourselves to our surroundings and develop our own ideas and thinking. 

The wind will not stop. Gusts of sand swirl before me, stinging my face. But there is still too much to see and marvel at, the world very much alive in the bright light and wind, exultant with the fever of spring, the delight of morning. Strolling on, it seems to me that the strangeness and wonder of existence are emphasized here, in the desert, by the comparative sparsity of the flora and fauna: life not crowded upon life as in other places but scattered abroad in spareness and simplicity, with a generous gift of space for each herb and bush and tree, each stem of grass, so that the living organism stands out bold and brave and vivid against the lifeless sand and barren rock. The extreme clarity of the desert light is equaled by the extreme individuation of desert life-forms. Love flowers best in openness and freedom.

Cleveland Inkubator, the annual free writers' conference I helped start back in 2015, kicked off earlier this week and continues this weekend with a free conference at Cleveland Public Library downtown. Don't miss it! There are still workshops available, plus a keynote with author Elizabeth Acevedo on Friday night. And it's all FREAKIN' FREE. :) 

Inkubator now claims to be the "largest free writing conference in the country." Which is awesome. And totally unverifiable. Because, really, where does one measure such things? The Guinness Book of World Records? And who cares, anyway? But what a great tag line ... 

If you want to get your nature on, I'm teaching a fall workshop on "Writing About Nature." It's being held in the Cuyahoga Valley National Park, so participants will not only have a chance to write about nature but also do nature-y things like go on hikes and stuff. So, in summary: nature, writing, nature, nature, nature. This event is being organized with the Conservancy for the Cuyahoga Valley National Park. 

Finally, recently I had the chance to be a featured writer at Story Club Cleveland. Thanks, Dana Norris and others, for organizing this really sweet event, and then for trying to trap me and Amy Eddings in a dungeon-like elevator from the 19th century (we escaped). My story was about ... well, it's called "Bugs From Hell," and you'll just have to give it a listen to find out. My skillz kinda suck, y'all, so the sound is just phone quality and there's a little bit before and a little bit after, but you can still listen to it if you want. (How's that for selling it?) 

More soon. Promise. Gotta run to Lowe's, then pick up kids.